Log one : Riot Alfer
I ramble
haaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :3 im so sleepy rn, its like four in the morning and im coding a fucking webpage. whatever. I got a hair cut, now we look like a dyke, but I want to get silver highlights,or mint and pink, who evers fronting then can choose ig...but I had a smoke with the hairdresser while talking about life ig? felt pretty okay :p
Log two : Riot Alfer
i looooooove school shootingsssssss (for legal reasons, im joking)
I a brainmade alter who remembers shooting up his school-killing one and injurying two others-and I Looooooooove reliving those moments, fuck me I would love to just shoot away all of my issues, god, people can be so fucking annoying sometimes...but I still miss whats her name and hunter? I cant for the life of me remember their names, its like, theyre right on the tip of my tounge but i cant get the word out...i think the retarded hampster was Hunter,,or chase,,,or cody?? i cant remember...as for my girlfriend, Ive got nothing...I think I called them all pet names so often i might have forgotten what their names even were...geez I was not A good friend to them was I?
Log three : Riot Alfer
Hiiiiii Can you geuss whos frontinggg?
I've been coding and working on out portfolio sooooooo fucking loooongggg I just wanna sleeeeeeeeep. But I need to work on more stuff for our portfolio so I can just, get it all out of the way, but I 'm gonna try to just have fun with the art stuff soooo mmmnnnnnnnnn let me -I WANT TO LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVE fight me, fight me,I WANT TO LIIIVE.
Log four : TKO Kincaid
im so fancyyy you already knoowwww
I am not happy with out hair rn, but ill liveeeeeee,, a baby pink doesnt soumnd baadd
but besides that, all of my clothes and makeup and my FUCKING ARM BANDS, are in storage.
i cant have fucking ANYTHING in this damn houseeeeeee I cant have privacy, I cant have my stuff, and I cant have a fucking moment of peace to myself without someone else fucking complaining aboutit. youre sleeping too much, you need to get out of the house, meh mhe meh meheemunununhhhhhhhhh DIE IDE DIE IDE DIE DIE DIE EVERYPONY NEEDS TO DIE, I HATE ALL OF YOU. hwaajjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj I need to make art for the fucking-okay I need to calmdown..I need to work on art for the portfolio, just one or two art pieces that display stuff so they have examples to look through. it'll be alright. I am not excited to start therapy in a house where the walls are thin and theres so many people in and out of my spaces all the time, but i need to go,,pain in my ass, swear to cob, but besides aaaaaallllllll of that, I might make friends,,dont know when or where or whyyyyyyy but maybeeeeee, mmnmnmnnnnnnnnnn FUCK, uhhh I need to get a job, start school, and spend more time outside by myselfhanging out. maybe get more into cooking or crafting or something idk......pain in my ass.. 
I looooove ramblingggggg I just cant stopppp, im so ahhggggg,, even music is lame rn, this shit sucks i cant have fucking anything. I hope art comes to me and I gain a will to live soon,,
Log five : TKO Voxman
stuff about school, I'm in a very studious mood rn ig
so, we'd like to try to get a full time college edu, with a part time late night (?) job. we're hoping to get a job at ASDA or Tescos, they pay about 11-12 pounds per hour, and part time would net us about 125-150~ pounds each week from either place. we're trying to get an art school thing ig??? uh with disability stuff... our options are these:
- Animation and graphic communications (lvl 3)
- Art and design (lvl 2) - seems to be our best bet for our own skill level right now
- Art and design (lvl 3)
- Mixed media (lvl 2)
- Back stage production (lvl 3)
So we'll try for one of these courses, hopefully Animation or art and design, but any of these seem okay, I really hope this goes well, it really feels like nothings been working for us as of late...
But!! besides all that, I'm doing well enough, and now theres...a slightly more solid plan for us going forward. Also, we're supposed to be starting therapy soon? no ones really gotten back to us and they might whole ass just turn us down and refund us because they don't have anyone with our specific needs...but I'm hoping that doesn't happen!! I think we'll be having a better time soon enough, we've got plans for work and education, we're working on our mental needs and other stuff...I completely lost my train of thought just now,,uhm well, I quite like this notebook thing we've got going on! it's been really fun so far :) I'm gonna hopefully maybe do some comics soon. I need to ask for colouring supplies and maybe like, a pencil case because I don't have anything like that rn... also I think I'm gonna either go with a soft pink, or the soft pink at the top and then have it go into the mint at the back ^^
Log six : Wolfie
I wanted to do one of these things!!!
that was really scary,,,why am I so sensitive...the bodies aunt was lound adn sounded upset and it made me cry, I almost cried in the shower because the window was open and it was messing with the air pressure making the door rattle,,I was really scared about the bodies uncle bardging in,,I know it's irrational...hes a good man,,,but I''m just so scared...I really dislike being around adults, especially when its adults I'm meant to be connected with and trust...I was excited to eat and have a shower...but then I slept till 3pm, so I havent eaten all day, But I really don't like sunday supper because I have to hang around the aforementioned adults...I hate it...I know hate is a strong word but I don't know what else to call it...besides that...I don't know,,I'm scared,,OH OH I reorginized our suitcase and our stuff upstairs!! now we have looooots of room!!!ireally miss maeve,,she was so funny a kind..I'm reallly scared forhim,,he doesnt deserve whats happening to him right now...I hot the whore rots in the hottest pits of hell while fully consious. fuck her. I hate her. 
mmmmmnnnn I'm really sleepy now,,I want tea and to cuddle up with a blanket and sleepor watch some videoss,,idk I wanted to draw but i'ts not so fun without colors,,:( I 'm not haveing thw funnest time ever,,,nothings been working out,we're too homeless for housing, and I dont have the means to get a job or school,,and I have nothing to really do,,,I dont knoww I'm gonna make tea,im starving :'(
Log seven : I have no idea rn,
I may or may not have a low split tolerance...
All I know is that I'm so old youtuber coreeee, I need to fiiiiillm I WANT TO LIIIIVE, uhmmm erm and I'm emo ? like everyone in the 2010s lowkey. I NEED TO FIILLLMUHHH, girlidk who i am,uhh swaggy I'm gonna make some stick figure comix and see if I figure myself out lowkey lowkey lowkeyyyyyy. I'ma brony and Im a guyyy-made at like,,,one pm or something
I hate talking to people ooooohhh my goooooood, I got out of therapy a while ago atp, uhh that kinda sucked, i didnt know what to talkabout. and then I started ranting to the bodies aunt and started crying, myyyy good i dooooont careeeeeeuhhhhhhhh I WANT TO LIVE, all I want to do is film and post dude.I am all about that grind -you make three yoututbe videos a YEAR, you do not "live for the grind"- well,,uhmm I'm excited about dinner, I'm HUNGRY, plus, cake!! I'd like to make a video of me baking, baking can be fun,, I hope my uhmm idk,, my last name is Swaggy. But I'm still pondering my name name,,urghhhh, I'll get back yo you on that-evening idk
balls
Log eight : Wolfie!!!
I'm so happyyy :3
two thingz, stu and turbo and tko kept switching out but I'm out again!!!! and I'm gonna get to hand out our uhnnmm CV's to charity shops around town!! so that'll be funnnn uhmmmm and turn in my hospital admission so we can be seen by a GP, besides that everyone has beeen working on making a digital library for our fanfics and main work! I'm gonna work on it moreee :3-I'll be back maybe
plumpkin!!
Log nine : Travis Phelps
Just got a J*b interveiw!
I just got back from shoping and setting up a job interview with uhhh Farplace charity shop, it for thursday 12th of march 2026 from 10-10:30am. Plus I got uhmmm panties from peacocks [ maybe 22-24 Thaaaat sounds better] theyre cute so I hope those who wear them like them,,we have to go back sometime to nab some more of them. Besides that, I got two minecraft block keychains [a creeper head and a dirt block] a rainbow figet slug and uhmm,,I could have sworn there was another thing besides OH UHM the uh winks pencil box thing. very cool, never watched wink club though,,but whatever. Soooo I'm broke, I just need to uhh keep it up till thursday then I will be getting at least a tenner from Angela, but after that,unless she gives me more then that or I get more some how, i uhh willhave to be very choice with my spendings for a saturday when we go down to porthcall-not how its spelt btw. LOL i go back into town and get those two other pairs of panties for 12 pounds and blow all my money away before saturday/hj I'm tired and kind of hungry so I'll be off now, Love you ig? Trav out.
Log ten : Travis Phelps
been writing more, and I got the job
I took the interview, and it went well! my shift rotation iis tue thur sat 1-3 pm. but no, I've been writing a lot as of late and I'm quite happy about that :) mmnn,,uhhh well, umm uh also I think we have a new little, his name seems to be Ryan. he threw a tantrum when we were at a store and I had to babysit him for like three hours. it was very draining, but I can't be mad at him.
Log eleven : Abaddon Freeling
I keep relapsing
i cant stop making us bleed, oohhh my goooodddsssss, also work is a fucking pain. everythings a pain. uhmmm Im tiered all the time, we [as in me PERSONALLY[ have split a fucking lolita inspired AU taken version of femaddon. She calls herself Lolita, or Lo for short. shes litterally just girl humphrey. this sucks! ughghghghghghghhghghghhhghg. i need to DIE. i dont want to write. watching stuff is fucking BORING, reaidng is BORING, everyones on my case about wanting to be leftalone, i just ARGGG AGGHGHGHG. AND I LOST BASICALLY ALL MY SHIT IN THE MOVE. MY SWEATERS ARE IN A BOX, MY OTHER BULLSHIT GOT LEFT I CANT HAVE ANYTHING FUCK ME. I SHOULD JUST KILL MYSELF HOLY FUCK.
Log twelve : Bunny Kiddo
Hii been awhile huh
there keeps being large gaps between these entries but thats okayy, I've been in pain but im okayy, i have to go to work tommorowww but at least hannas working tommoroww!!
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